Hermosa & the Bi☥ch

Every time he came thru, he was eyeing a shawty. No doubt in my mind his thoughts were naughty. After awhile he stepped his game up and asked that they spent some alone quality time. But not to be too mannish he asked to take her out. Spending money for her company that’s how she saw it. Slowly but surely they begin to kick it. He bragged bout his bank roll and the lavish ways he spent it. She knew if she offered to spread her legs he would be straight game so she saw no difference in being in it to spend it. He wanted to fuck, she needed the bucks. He put it out there and so did she. Had no shame in putting a price on her pussy. He constantly talked of the things he wanted to do both sexually and finances too. But when she wasn’t in the mood then he claimed she wasn’t being true. Now all of a sudden she a gold-digger instead of his boo. You put the money on the table, it’s yo’ fault she took it. Sex was all you were after so this was a win/win on both ends. Tried to make it fair for o

I h8 havin 2 swallow tears & clear my throat so no1 hears the strain in my voice I fake this smile so well that the pain in my eyes r missed My exterior is sooo tough others won't believe that on the inside I'm crumplin it's not jus because he's gone it's because evrythin that was once right is now wrong It's because every show,picture,or song is a reminder of when things were carefree... What if I believed more in me,in us & pushed more for we would this had been avoided? I need to see a clairvoyant to get an idea of how much longer this will last because if it's headin further downhill we need YOUR hand to grasp I mean I'm reachin for it now yet I'm not sure if I'm able to receive handouts aside frm student loans it seems when I ask for assistance I'm always turned down tryin to remember & focus on that positive spirit,positive mind,positive outcome but how is that valid when life itself is predetermined?