Hermosa & the Bi☥ch

i have neva met a huM@N quite lik him he is so amazin got me wide awake but daydreamin bout him Before we ever touched he knew what spots i liked Before we ever kissed i knew how delicious his lips tasted he makes me laugh hates when tears well up in my eyes Promised to make me smile for everytime i have ever cried i can't sleep without his goodnight sweet dreams sweet kisses be sure not to let the bed bugs bite i've been many of names but the one he chose for me is so fitting He knows exactly when i need him don't have to call @ all his text are the best they get me closer to orgasms than sex so many other chicks claim him but i'm the one he give his ownership to OMG! i can't believe this i'm missin his hands round me holding me he's jus so M@Nnish & i ♥ him Music Playlist at MixPod.com

ever listen 2 NEYO'S PART OF THE LIST well my bae had it on repeat last night til he went asleep& it inspired this---> i love more than just him i love his life his goals his aspirations the fact that he is a loving & caring father is entriguing the way he shows emotions when it comes to fatherhood makes me glow idc what anyone says (includin a bitter me) he is a beautiful person inside & out that's why he won't let me go his flaws are what i love my difficulties(bka bratty bitchness) is what he admires Yes we agrue yes i make very slick remarks tweets bout him but have i left him? has he left me? no!!! we have no kids to use as an excuse we cant leave each other alone simply becuz it isn't in the MASTER SCHEME OF THINGS right now layin here w/him holdin me in his sleep while im bloggin makes me think he might b tellin the truth bout not cheatin... idk... i do kno noone is perfect but to him i'm as close as it gets & vice versa ... Besos Te amo be...

I have decided that it’s time for a Beauti Makeover (pun intended) I usually focus on the outer but this time it’s my attitude I need work on Ironically it’s not that my attitude is bad it’s actually the complete opposites I’m reliable: when I am needed I’m there I rarely miss a phone call & if I do 1. I jus don’t want 2 talk 2 u 2. my phone is eitha way from me/on vibrate 3. I’m @ work/ on anotha call 4. on occasions becuz I’m sleep then sumtimes there is tht I have no signal but tht’s Sprint fault not mines (but I don’t miss more than ½ calls not multiple calls) I’m quick to txt ppl back even all I say is “k” Want someone to ride w/them I take off work Need a babysitter I’m always quick to say,”Yeah!” Need someone to jus sit with their phone on speaker & jus listen to u go on & on w/the appropriate “ok’s” & “right”, u can call on me Need $ & I’ma do the best I can 2 help Need assistance finding info I’ll google it for you and quite frankly that chick is tired...

angel in disguise  full of lies  I kno it's not me tht changed  I’m still the same  annoyin & un-girly shy wen it's most important  but u  u used 2 care or even if u pretended at least the thought was there  u r so damn cold   & bold  2b actin like u do  kuz unlike the rest  I’m not handicapped/stuck I can take care of me  I have for so long  but I think tht might b the problem  u not used 2 gettin help  u r Mr. Do It Urself  until u met me  I buy my own clothes pay my own bills  provide my own meals  don’t run home 2 daddy  don’t depend on men  & won’t trap us w/a baby...  I’m everythin u claim  u wanted but  yet u act like I’m the 1 you don’t need

COMMUNICATION: exchange of information: the exchange of information between people, e.g. by means of speaking, writing, or using a common system of signs or behavior If u ask me to help u then mean that if u want me to do it for u then SAY THAT! i absolutely positively loathe when u say the complete opposite of what you want. I gave up on reading minds,getting visions,trying to decipher dreams and all that other bullshit. Matter of fact: I WILL ONLY HELP THOSE WHO HELP THEMSELVES

Wonder if you think about me when we are apart?           Do I cross your mind when you’re with other people?  Every breath I take I speak your name.          What do you do when your heart wants to stay  but in your mind you know you need to go?        I know the truth but I want to hear it from you.  Instead you lie to me        and question why your answer I won’t accept. You’re killing me softly with this pain        but every time we make love,  you breathe it back in me.       Love me forever was too much to ask. Promise not to hurt me something you won’t commit to      But ever leaving you is something I just can’t do  Love me forever is all I ask