Hermosa & the Bi☥ch

I’m goin insane from emotions I can’t explain. I created a ton of playlists dedicated to you. But when it comes down to it verbalizing, I get lock jaw. I know every time you leave. I miss you. And every time I claim it’s over I don’t want us to be through. Love is an emotion I just don’t trust…. You have ROBbed me of my heart and all logic. So when I look to my future I see you apart of it. I can’t think straight when I’m around you and I can’t breathe when you are away. In my life I want… I need you to stay. I love you more and more every day.  Always, Your baby

KEPT Him a BLACK Girl It's the tale as old as time. Recently watching Jungle Fever (for the FIRST time) the women were complainig about the same thing in the late 80's,early 90's that they are complaing about now. That is,"Soon as he (a Brother) gets on he leaves for a white girl." However,I have noticed quite a bunch of black men who are married within their race. I've compiled a list of successful black men who kept successs and a black girl as their #1. #1 & #2: Will Smith & Jay-Z #3 Greg Jennings #4 Swizz Beats #5 Shannon Brown #6 Nick Cannon #7 Bobby McCray #8 Cory Hardrict #9 Carmelo Anthony #10 Big Boi Honorable mentains: Denzel, Duane Martin, Shaq, Steve Harvey, Boris Kodjoe, Snoop,Marlon Waynes,President Obama, Morris Chestnut, Omar Epps, & T.I. whereas MempHITZ & Daniel Gibson are engaged to be married to black women. So does this mean we can stop saying that now?

Back to B/tired of pretendin/I can't be this woman u want/I'm a phoenix/take me as I am/I worshipped & adored u/yet somehow tht bored u/yea hella females throw themselves @ ur feet/but when it comes to lovin u/we don't compete/Don't compare/ if u had nothin/u wouldn't have her/I'm around cuz of ur heart/put it in my hands/I'll hold it gently/but u chasing chicks who would/squirm if blood stained them/all I needed was a lil love/but u was too selfish to realize/love goes both ways/look in ur rearview who's waitin?/u could choose to continue runnin/or to man up & start commitin/but the farther away u go/the farther u are frm me/I won't always be a prisoner of the memories of we/so make a decision on us before I break free...

i like my body when it is with your body. It is so quite new a thing. Muscles better and nerves more. i like your body. i like what it does, i like its hows. i like to feel the spine of your body and its bones, and the trembling -firm-smooth ness and which i will again and again and again kiss, i like kissing this and that of you, i like, slowly stroking the, shocking fuzz of your electric fur, and what-is-it comes over parting flesh ... And eyes big love-crumbs, and possibly i like the thrill of under me you so quite new -E. E. Cummings

Look I kno I don't make things easy. But thinking of life without u causes me to lose sleep. I'm scared of what tha future may bring. I need to know my spot is permanent on this team. I'm not a clone of any1 else from ur past. I rather die before I lose what we have. I would live in a box, out the car, or even a shoe. Doesn't matter as long as I'm livin with u. I love you so you're stuck with me. Tomorrow is not guranteed. So take my love now, it's all u need. I want to give you all my love. When will you be ready? ... Beautiful Play on Words...

Anxious for love we never learn who each other really is Excited by sex we never experience passion On the quest to happiness we never fully understand our heartaches Pissed over the mistakes of giving ourselves to others, we never appreciate the company shared

The memories of last nite when you joined me in the tub and how when you brushed me as you climbed in triggered something within. My juices got to flowing miraculously and uhh the way you felt inside me. The way my vagina hugged you never have you experienced this kinda warmth. Member how you cradled my hips as I rode  The look in you eyes as you slip in and out... of consciousness.  The music we made a lovely melody of "ohh baby you taste so sweet" as your tongue glide across my clit while you use it to write the alphabets my toes curled, my fingers grab your back, the sheets, your firm little ass cheeks the feeling of your love drippin on my skin  I take u in and devour so many positions our bodies intertwine on the couch, on the floor, on the kitchen counter, against the front door… "Baby, don't stop… more, more… deeper I wanna feel u in my lungs… faster" You go harder your stroke I'm speakin in tongues… "Whose is it?" "Baby it's yours...

Had the best thing to ever happen to you slowly slip away becuz u wouldn't turn ur pride off. Wanted some1 to love you for you yet you not happy with yourself. So you try to force your negative views of your mirror image on others to make them see you how you see yourself. Then you beg them to love that Monster.You complain how mistreated YOU are & how unloved. That's not the real you, that's some alter ego you created. No1 likes that new person but you swear it's really you,that you never changed. You don't know what you want out of life, or a spouse, or from yourself. Maybe you should give loving yourself a try instead of the self hate & pity.