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Lovin urself Is Sooo Affective---LISA

Had the best thing to ever happen to you slowly slip away becuz u wouldn't turn ur pride off. Wanted some1 to love you for you yet you not happy with yourself. So you try to force your negative views of your mirror image on others to make them see you how you see yourself. Then you beg them to love that Monster.You complain how mistreated YOU are & how unloved. That's not the real you, that's some alter ego you created. No1 likes that new person but you swear it's really you,that you never changed. You don't know what you want out of life, or a spouse, or from yourself. Maybe you should give loving yourself a try instead of the self hate & pity.

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