Hermosa & the Bi☥ch

Books b4 Boys Because Bankrolls Buy Benzos ! Not trying to downplay ya’ll but my goal is not to be a baby mama but an educated lady. I notice how guys crank their radio up when Webbie or Ne-Yo mentions an independent chick and everyone knows that Boys Bustin Brings Babies. So how can I be the woman of your dreams if I let you hit and leave? Like that new BMW on the lot my value depreciates once you get in and take a ride. I want to be the lead lady in your life. We young what’s the rush? Close your eyes and imagine your ideal wifey type. Is it just me being me thinking that you envision a female Diddy, making moves and money, looking good on your arms when she accompany you to your meetings and public outings? Or do you really see a chick like So Hood, got you looking like a fool even in the ‘hood? You ain’t got to lie cause I already made up my mind. In the end the truth is in the saying, “A MAN is only as GREAT as the WOMAN BEHIND him”. So you can choose what kind of lady you want to...

Had the best thing to ever happen to you slowly slip away becuz u wouldn't turn ur pride off. Wanted some1 to love you for you yet you not happy with yourself. So you try to force your negative views of your mirror image on others to make them see you how you see yourself. Then you beg them to love that Monster.You complain how mistreated YOU are & how unloved. That's not the real you, that's some alter ego you created. No1 likes that new person but you swear it's really you,that you never changed. You don't know what you want out of life, or a spouse, or from yourself. Maybe you should give loving yourself a try instead of the self hate & pity.

The color of my skin is actually brown when based off of actual colors/crayons but when described as to my nationality it is black or negro or noir or niger depending on what language you speak. Here in America home of "take it & make it yours" approach, we have "stolen" the French, Spanish/Portuguese, & Latin words but altered them to make it our own. & how is that niger is pronounced ˈnī-jər ( http://www.merriam-webster.com/cgi-bin/audio.pl?ggnige01=Niger )  & negro is ( http://www.forvo.com/word/negro/ ) yet we now have the o’ so popular pronunciation ( http://www.answers.com/topic/nigger ). Being that the originators of the word/term/phrase/ whatever were not hmm I guess African-Americans (AAs) would be the best choice, how is it AAs feel that they are the only ones able to say/use it? *ok so I guess that "take it & make it yours"  thing is not limited to Americans (Kanye shrug)* But AAs dropped the er in Nigg & added an a ...

Every time he came thru, he was eyeing a shawty. No doubt in my mind his thoughts were naughty. After awhile he stepped his game up and asked that they spent some alone quality time. But not to be too mannish he asked to take her out. Spending money for her company that’s how she saw it. Slowly but surely they begin to kick it. He bragged bout his bank roll and the lavish ways he spent it. She knew if she offered to spread her legs he would be straight game so she saw no difference in being in it to spend it. He wanted to fuck, she needed the bucks. He put it out there and so did she. Had no shame in putting a price on her pussy. He constantly talked of the things he wanted to do both sexually and finances too. But when she wasn’t in the mood then he claimed she wasn’t being true. Now all of a sudden she a gold-digger instead of his boo. You put the money on the table, it’s yo’ fault she took it. Sex was all you were after so this was a win/win on both ends. Tried to make it fair for o...

I h8 havin 2 swallow tears & clear my throat so no1 hears the strain in my voice I fake this smile so well that the pain in my eyes r missed My exterior is sooo tough others won't believe that on the inside I'm crumplin it's not jus because he's gone it's because evrythin that was once right is now wrong It's because every show,picture,or song is a reminder of when things were carefree... What if I believed more in me,in us & pushed more for we would this had been avoided? I need to see a clairvoyant to get an idea of how much longer this will last because if it's headin further downhill we need YOUR hand to grasp I mean I'm reachin for it now yet I'm not sure if I'm able to receive handouts aside frm student loans it seems when I ask for assistance I'm always turned down tryin to remember & focus on that positive spirit,positive mind,positive outcome but how is that valid when life itself is predetermined?

Realizin Obvious BS Leavin Is Satisfyin Aint It Kuz ii Don't See how far things will go w/o changin Jus Actin Now U Ain't Ready Yet to grow up & accept the reality rii in front of u Maybe A Recess Can Help put things in prospective Me And You and others Are Puttin Rlly Intense Limits on the great possibilities of accomplishments tht can be achieved Makin Other Nonsense Tremendous And Necessary Although it isn't Don't Even See It do u? Tellin All Responsive Audiences who are willin to listen & agree becauz Straight Accecptin Shit Hasn't Appealed 2 u You Exempt Logic Livin A Great Imaginary Retarded Life Although Just about no one understands it not even u Please Realize Everyone Considered It(life) Opposing Ur Selfish ass but felt sorry for u @ the same time Keepin ur Ego Is Staggerin How Accurate ur view is Recognize Our Beautiful Eternity Remains Taboo

i have neva met a huM@N quite lik him he is so amazin got me wide awake but daydreamin bout him Before we ever touched he knew what spots i liked Before we ever kissed i knew how delicious his lips tasted he makes me laugh hates when tears well up in my eyes Promised to make me smile for everytime i have ever cried i can't sleep without his goodnight sweet dreams sweet kisses be sure not to let the bed bugs bite i've been many of names but the one he chose for me is so fitting He knows exactly when i need him don't have to call @ all his text are the best they get me closer to orgasms than sex so many other chicks claim him but i'm the one he give his ownership to OMG! i can't believe this i'm missin his hands round me holding me he's jus so M@Nnish & i ♥ him Music Playlist at MixPod.com