Me: Confession: My life is at a turning point because I realized I have trust issues. I don't trust myself or others... Chanelly_B: good you know. Now what are you going to do to change that? Me: *sighs* good question. I'm giving ppl opportunities to gain/have my trust & I'm being more forthcoming bout my issues & past. Just h8 when they f-ck up. Chanelly_B: and why don't you trust yourself? Me: Hurt ppl, hurt ppl. Chanelly_B: so you don't trust yourself because you think you'll hurt them on purpose? Me: I won't say I hurt thm on purpose. I just do things for my personal pleasure & don't regret if they get hurt in the process... Chanelly_B: & u try to hurt them before they hurt u? Me: I only do so when I'm hurting thou Chanelly_B: Because they hurt u knowingly? Me: Yuuup. I'll say what bothers me. I'll exhibit I'm not happy. They choose to ignore. They choose to be hurt... I just don't like hurti...
Tale of 2 Fish, One Ponds