Turn My Heart to Stone

I am always the strong one. My best friend shot & killed yet I pulled myself together to hold those that were falling apart. My life is far from perfect nor do I pretend it is. I don't cry about it because there would be no time to wipe away tears and snot. I find it ironic how on May 18th 2010, I posted on Facebook that "Eating pizza while watching The Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles...Tell me my life isn't great." & shortly there after I received a phone call that would impact me & cause me to literally choke on my words. However ,that was day 1, by day 9 of my real-life nightmare,I uncovered information that will haunt me for probably the rest of my life. Due to the fact everyone have their own issues I was forced to carry not one but two heavy ass burdens alone. ... This can't be real,no this can't be life...

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Closure

Realizin Obvious BS Leavin Is Satisfyin Aint It Kuz ii Don't See how far things will go w/o changin Jus Actin Now U Ain't Ready Yet to grow up & accept the reality rii in front of u Maybe A Recess Can Help put things in prospective Me And You and others Are Puttin Rlly Intense Limits on the great possibilities of accomplishments tht can be achieved Makin Other Nonsense Tremendous And Necessary Although it isn't Don't Even See It do u? Tellin All Responsive Audiences who are willin to listen & agree becauz Straight Accecptin Shit Hasn't Appealed 2 u You Exempt Logic Livin A Great Imaginary Retarded Life Although Just about no one understands it not even u Please Realize Everyone Considered It(life) Opposing Ur Selfish ass but felt sorry for u @ the same time Keepin ur Ego Is Staggerin How Accurate ur view is Recognize Our Beautiful Eternity Remains Taboo

Him & I

ever listen 2 NEYO'S PART OF THE LIST well my bae had it on repeat last night til he went asleep& it inspired this---> i love more than just him i love his life his goals his aspirations the fact that he is a loving & caring father is entriguing the way he shows emotions when it comes to fatherhood makes me glow idc what anyone says (includin a bitter me) he is a beautiful person inside & out that's why he won't let me go his flaws are what i love my difficulties(bka bratty bitchness) is what he admires Yes we agrue yes i make very slick remarks tweets bout him but have i left him? has he left me? no!!! we have no kids to use as an excuse we cant leave each other alone simply becuz it isn't in the MASTER SCHEME OF THINGS right now layin here w/him holdin me in his sleep while im bloggin makes me think he might b tellin the truth bout not cheatin... idk... i do kno noone is perfect but to him i'm as close as it gets & vice versa ... Besos Te amo be...

Erotic 370

I'm playin lead in ur little play Don't need an understudy I'm ur Babii... All I'm waitin for is u To come & do all that u promised to U say u want this to be urz Well dive inside & fuck me till I'm hoarse My fingers take hold of your hard and sleek body As I whisper in ur ear, "O how I've been naughty" U anxiously shove me, face up against the wall Your left hand holding my neck firmly, The right undoing my work clothes Holdin me down U growl not to move At the control of your force I am weak & ur penis is @ its peak U take no ease puttin him in me I cry out in pain but that is the pleasure of our game I become more aroused as u pound me harder I plead with u to slow it down instead U turn me round, lift me up, From the front u enter now My thighs straddling your waist My juices can't wait They pour down ur legs I’m whimpering out your name, Forgetting to breathe We make our way to the bedroom Where it is ...

Hermosa & the Bi☥ch

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