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I Hate that I Love You

I love you is some strong words and they carry some very big responsibilities. And I'm in love but these responsibilities are becoming too much. I don't want to have my heart broken but staying or going will leave me hurt. It's a lose/lose for me. I'm trying to trust but how do you, why should we trust people with our precious hearts? People don't know how to take care of things that doesn't belong to them. I wonder if he means the things he says. He promised to not intently hurt me but should I believe he will keep these promises?I see love in his eyes 4 me but lust in his actions for others. I'm not going sweat it or at aleast I will try not to. God will get me through this so I put our passion, our love, our trust, and our meanings in GOD's hands. If it's his will it shall be done... ... Beautiful Word Play

Last Nite

The memories of last nite when you joined me in the tub and how when you brushed me as you climbed in triggered something within. My juices got to flowing miraculously and uhh the way you felt inside me. The way my vagina hugged you never have you experienced this kinda warmth. Member how you cradled my hips as I rode  The look in you eyes as you slip in and out... of consciousness.  The music we made a lovely melody of "ohh baby you taste so sweet" as your tongue glide across my clit while you use it to write the alphabets my toes curled, my fingers grab your back, the sheets, your firm little ass cheeks the feeling of your love drippin on my skin  I take u in and devour so many positions our bodies intertwine on the couch, on the floor, on the kitchen counter, against the front door… "Baby, don't stop… more, more… deeper I wanna feel u in my lungs… faster" You go harder your stroke I'm speakin in tongues… "Whose is it?" "Baby it's yours...

Positivity

Keep your head up! Live and let GOD! My past is just that and my future is whatever I make it. Nobody knows what I can accomplish so I won't let them tell me what I am destined to be. Negativity will not surround me, will not harm me, will not be me nor control me. Please take this how you want to but you if you on that BULLSHIT then you must get to walking. I'm cleaning up my life so to all that strife I now say "Goodbye!""Deuces!" Can some1 please tell me what have I done to cause all this negativity to be in my life. I did not ask 2 b born that was God's choice. I did nothing to no1 but as a child I was picked on whether it was @ home or @ school I was miserable. As I got older the situations got worse. I lost my baby brother when he was 18 months old. He was born w/ half his brain. I was 7 and my mom didn't rock me that night. I loved reading books and I still do so. I love music all kinds and still do. So I would put my music on and curl up in a...

honestly honesty

( self haircut having a me,myself,and I moment) November 22,2009 I think... My life was almost over. Literally everything spun out of control. I crashed,I was broken,and my pieces never were put back together. Lies,decit,secrets,mysteries,friends,lovers,court,jail,probation,eviction,unemployment,moving,prostitution,trusting,non-believing,praying,crying,fighting,drinking,fucking,pregnancy,births,weddings,illnesses,surgeries,flat tires,broken windows,starving,stealing,begging,avoiding... This has been my life for almost a year. I want to change everything about me. I want a new beginning. & This isn't even a step in tht direction...

Shacking Up

People often say they do not want to live with a person they are intimate with prior to marriage. They say that shacking up is taking advantage of the purpose of marriage. Me, I just changed my mind about it. In order to say you are waiting for marriage,you must first know what marriage is. According to the B I B L E, marriage is God’s “fix” for the fact that “it is not good for the man to be alone” ( Genesis 2:18). Thus when man finds the right woman he will become "one flesh" with her. He will leave his father and mother and be united to his wife, and they will become one flesh. Becoming one is the physical union of sexual intimacy. If I understand correctly, boy meets girl, boy and girl build a house together, boy and girl make house a home. Well in the biblical sense. In society's state of mind, it is totally different. There has to be a ring,a church,a dress,food,& witnesses. All that equals marriage & oneness. The pastor/priest/whomever has the "powe...

Some Real Shit!

It's funny how niggers reppin shit that don't concern them Ready 2 die for somebody who don't even claim them. Wonder why the white folks got everything niggers lack yet can't see why they call you by that name. Say you "Pimp hoes!" but Crackers pimp you just the same. Ain't got no blacks with power cause we can't support nobody who ain't talking bout how he love hoes, slang dope, and pop them thangs but when his brother lie dead in the gutter he now yellin how,"Homie didn't deserve to die!" Black kids gone missing but don't nobody care. Gulz gone wild cause Daddy wasn't there. Fellaz don't see no future for themselves We hate racist, slavery, and anybody who don't see BLACK as right My bad BLUE as right No my fault RED! Shit Red leaves you dead, nobody blue true and it be them coloreds who do it to you. Fuck this shit cause the only color I'm after is the PEARLY GATES of HEA...