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Death of Me

     I hate having to choose between having friends or having a boo.
Why isn't there an option ME, which includes doing whatever makes ME happy?
     Funny my #1 has to be either a partner or my buds.
Shouldn't I come 1st?
    Doesn't matter the order after because no one is a winner
so why should their place be remembered?
    I'm suffocating from the inability to breathe.
The constant smothering is a pillow over my airways.
     If my happiness is what y'all claims matter then LET ME BREATHE.
Or live with the fact that y'all were the death of me...

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Wanting to be happy said…
I don't understand how people rate YOUR happiness on their place in YOUR life. They say they want you happy, you tell them ok, I'm happy being your friend. They tell you that YOU are not happy because they are not your lover. How do they figure that???

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