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I just want to break down and cry
Have you hold me as tears fall uncontrollably
But I can't.
Because truthfully you're with her.
You always have time for her.
Even when it's my time, she's on ur mind.
She's all that you desire
But I'm supposed to believe you when you tell me you l-ve me?

I'm always on the verge of tears
There's so much pain in my eyes,  you don't see.
Because you long since stop looking at me.
I find comfort in the warmth of alcohol
Amazed me how it easily it goes down now                

All hours of the day you find a way to get away from me
Like I suffocate YOU
What about those times you wanted me with you?
When I rushed to leave where I was to be where you were?
Now I could go missing and you wouldn't know unless someone else told you

All I want is for your actions to match your words
For your body heat to melt the ice around my heart
Or for you to let me go 

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