Hermosa & the Bi☥ch

Every time he came thru, he was eyeing a shawty. No doubt in my mind his thoughts were naughty. After awhile he stepped his game up and asked that they spent some alone quality time. But not to be too mannish he asked to take her out. Spending money for her company that’s how she saw it. Slowly but surely they begin to kick it. He bragged bout his bank roll and the lavish ways he spent it. She knew if she offered to spread her legs he would be straight game so she saw no difference in being in it to spend it. He wanted to fuck, she needed the bucks. He put it out there and so did she. Had no shame in putting a price on her pussy. He constantly talked of the things he wanted to do both sexually and finances too. But when she wasn’t in the mood then he claimed she wasn’t being true. Now all of a sudden she a gold-digger instead of his boo. You put the money on the table, it’s yo’ fault she took it. Sex was all you were after so this was a win/win on both ends. Tried to make it fair for o...

I h8 havin 2 swallow tears & clear my throat so no1 hears the strain in my voice I fake this smile so well that the pain in my eyes r missed My exterior is sooo tough others won't believe that on the inside I'm crumplin it's not jus because he's gone it's because evrythin that was once right is now wrong It's because every show,picture,or song is a reminder of when things were carefree... What if I believed more in me,in us & pushed more for we would this had been avoided? I need to see a clairvoyant to get an idea of how much longer this will last because if it's headin further downhill we need YOUR hand to grasp I mean I'm reachin for it now yet I'm not sure if I'm able to receive handouts aside frm student loans it seems when I ask for assistance I'm always turned down tryin to remember & focus on that positive spirit,positive mind,positive outcome but how is that valid when life itself is predetermined?

Realizin Obvious BS Leavin Is Satisfyin Aint It Kuz ii Don't See how far things will go w/o changin Jus Actin Now U Ain't Ready Yet to grow up & accept the reality rii in front of u Maybe A Recess Can Help put things in prospective Me And You and others Are Puttin Rlly Intense Limits on the great possibilities of accomplishments tht can be achieved Makin Other Nonsense Tremendous And Necessary Although it isn't Don't Even See It do u? Tellin All Responsive Audiences who are willin to listen & agree becauz Straight Accecptin Shit Hasn't Appealed 2 u You Exempt Logic Livin A Great Imaginary Retarded Life Although Just about no one understands it not even u Please Realize Everyone Considered It(life) Opposing Ur Selfish ass but felt sorry for u @ the same time Keepin ur Ego Is Staggerin How Accurate ur view is Recognize Our Beautiful Eternity Remains Taboo

i have neva met a huM@N quite lik him he is so amazin got me wide awake but daydreamin bout him Before we ever touched he knew what spots i liked Before we ever kissed i knew how delicious his lips tasted he makes me laugh hates when tears well up in my eyes Promised to make me smile for everytime i have ever cried i can't sleep without his goodnight sweet dreams sweet kisses be sure not to let the bed bugs bite i've been many of names but the one he chose for me is so fitting He knows exactly when i need him don't have to call @ all his text are the best they get me closer to orgasms than sex so many other chicks claim him but i'm the one he give his ownership to OMG! i can't believe this i'm missin his hands round me holding me he's jus so M@Nnish & i ♥ him Music Playlist at MixPod.com

ever listen 2 NEYO'S PART OF THE LIST well my bae had it on repeat last night til he went asleep& it inspired this---> i love more than just him i love his life his goals his aspirations the fact that he is a loving & caring father is entriguing the way he shows emotions when it comes to fatherhood makes me glow idc what anyone says (includin a bitter me) he is a beautiful person inside & out that's why he won't let me go his flaws are what i love my difficulties(bka bratty bitchness) is what he admires Yes we agrue yes i make very slick remarks tweets bout him but have i left him? has he left me? no!!! we have no kids to use as an excuse we cant leave each other alone simply becuz it isn't in the MASTER SCHEME OF THINGS right now layin here w/him holdin me in his sleep while im bloggin makes me think he might b tellin the truth bout not cheatin... idk... i do kno noone is perfect but to him i'm as close as it gets & vice versa ... Besos Te amo be...

I have decided that it’s time for a Beauti Makeover (pun intended) I usually focus on the outer but this time it’s my attitude I need work on Ironically it’s not that my attitude is bad it’s actually the complete opposites I’m reliable: when I am needed I’m there I rarely miss a phone call & if I do 1. I jus don’t want 2 talk 2 u 2. my phone is eitha way from me/on vibrate 3. I’m @ work/ on anotha call 4. on occasions becuz I’m sleep then sumtimes there is tht I have no signal but tht’s Sprint fault not mines (but I don’t miss more than ½ calls not multiple calls) I’m quick to txt ppl back even all I say is “k” Want someone to ride w/them I take off work Need a babysitter I’m always quick to say,”Yeah!” Need someone to jus sit with their phone on speaker & jus listen to u go on & on w/the appropriate “ok’s” & “right”, u can call on me Need $ & I’ma do the best I can 2 help Need assistance finding info I’ll google it for you and quite frankly that chick is tired...

angel in disguise  full of lies  I kno it's not me tht changed  I’m still the same  annoyin & un-girly shy wen it's most important  but u  u used 2 care or even if u pretended at least the thought was there  u r so damn cold   & bold  2b actin like u do  kuz unlike the rest  I’m not handicapped/stuck I can take care of me  I have for so long  but I think tht might b the problem  u not used 2 gettin help  u r Mr. Do It Urself  until u met me  I buy my own clothes pay my own bills  provide my own meals  don’t run home 2 daddy  don’t depend on men  & won’t trap us w/a baby...  I’m everythin u claim  u wanted but  yet u act like I’m the 1 you don’t need