Hermosa & the Bi☥ch

1st of all when I don't have the guts to say how I feel I write & if 160 characters is not enough I go to my online journal plus right now I'm too tired to go get my journal,dust it off,find my writing pen,turn on the light,sit right, & write my emotions ... Bare with me. *sighs* How true all of it is idk I believe less than half of what I hear nowadays & truthfully I don't like that about myself but that is another blog w/in itself. However it was just said to me that I have not been saying I love you lately. Not orally at least. I admit I don't like saying it first. Childish maybe but it is because of an insecurity that I think that if I initiate those magic words they will be said back by obligation. My love for you leaks out of my heart as if there is a bullet piercing it. I hate telling you that while thinking you don't believe I do. Honestly I rather show it than say it since actions speak louder... Look I just don't like saying it first I ...

I was told I had low self-esteem & didn't know what love was. For those reasons I "settled". I might not know what love is but I know what it is NOT! Love is not never forgiving. Love is not harboring hate. Love is not always easy or never painful. Love is not fearless. I am not settling. Nor am I running. How can I ever find love with my hands tied behind my back & my eyes glued shut? Love is supposed to hurt, like they say what doesn't kill you, makes you stronger. I'm not dead yet. Every minute of every day we find new things we enjoy about each other. They might be things we once overlooked or took for granted but nothing stays the same. We are loving the constant change and growing. Love is supposedly a battle. Well if we both fighting to be together isn't the prize each other's heart? I don't care if I lose half of myself in this relationship if I am destroying half of my partner as well that way we can complete each other...

Fathers' Day is in less than 24 hrs & I notice some ppl bashing them... here's my question(s): Prior to sex did u discuss HIS opinion on children & parenthood? Was there protection used by BOTH y'all? Did u discuss alternative plans (adoption,foster care,Plan B pill, abortion)? What was his future plans (career [u should have ran if rapper],location,education)? If u didn't care enough to get to know him,why did u "know" him? Yes, it takes two to make a baby but it should take two to decide to keep the baby... usually thou it doesn't. Also yes females are left with the (most) responsibility, if u are not doing what u expect the father to do/more then u are a dead beat also. U can't want him to work while u get welfare. U can't want him to spend time when u leave ur child w/ur parents so u can go be carefree. U can't be bitter & bitchy because he moved on. Families are parents,children,friends,(pets) that all LOVE one another. If u ma...

I am always the strong one. My best friend shot & killed yet I pulled myself together to hold those that were falling apart. My life is far from perfect nor do I pretend it is. I don't cry about it because there would be no time to wipe away tears and snot. I find it ironic how on May 18th 2010, I posted on Facebook that "Eating pizza while watching The Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles...Tell me my life isn't great." & shortly there after I received a phone call that would impact me & cause me to literally choke on my words. However ,that was day 1, by day 9 of my real-life nightmare,I uncovered information that will haunt me for probably the rest of my life. Due to the fact everyone have their own issues I was forced to carry not one but two heavy ass burdens alone. ... This can't be real,no this can't be life...

 Offend everyone; go to hell with nothing on your conscience.

I came here for a perm, she came to kick it, he came cuz he had no choice now we three are isolated frm the artists,sitting in the back room discussing love. U would think this was odd because me and him are a couple yet we tell the blunt truth. We discuss monogamy,heartbreak,hoes,and marriage. He doesn't think he can break my heart, I think>strike

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