Hermosa & the Bi☥ch

     I hate having to choose between having friends or having a boo. Why isn't there an option ME, which includes doing whatever makes ME happy?      Funny my #1 has to be either a partner or my buds. Shouldn't I come 1st?     Doesn't matter the order after because no one is a winner so why should their place be remembered?     I'm suffocating from the inability to breathe. The constant smothering is a pillow over my airways.      If my happiness is what y'all claims matter then LET ME BREATHE. Or live with the fact that y'all were the death of me... Published with Blogger-droid v1.6.3

Just read yet another posting of a single female with child(ren) belittling a single male with whom said child(ren) was conceived. Not only did the female trash him but her mother co-signed (as usual gotta have at least 1 other female as hype person). The female's mother compared being a dad vs. being a father to point out that if said male was more than a sperm donor, he would be there & supportive(financially) [thou she said more, it sums up to those 2 things minus the fancy wording]. My problem with this is 1) why is this on the internet? You, as in child's mom, couldn't phone him, as in child's dad? I mean if you all's parenting issues are that severe they need to be seen instead of heard either write letters or get court documentation aka PUT IT ON PAPER. 2) It is easy for you to be in your child(ren) life. You adjust so that your life & theirs is balanced but do you/did you calculate in his life? Are you trying to meet him halfway when he makes adjustm...

I love you is some strong words and they carry some very big responsibilities. And I'm in love but these responsibilities are becoming too much. I don't want to have my heart broken but staying or going will leave me hurt. It's a lose/lose for me. I'm trying to trust but how do you, why should we trust people with our precious hearts? People don't know how to take care of things that doesn't belong to them. I wonder if he means the things he says. He promised to not intently hurt me but should I believe he will keep these promises?I see love in his eyes 4 me but lust in his actions for others. I'm not going sweat it or at aleast I will try not to. God will get me through this so I put our passion, our love, our trust, and our meanings in GOD's hands. If it's his will it shall be done... ... Beautiful Word Play

The memories of last nite when you joined me in the tub and how when you brushed me as you climbed in triggered something within. My juices got to flowing miraculously and uhh the way you felt inside me. The way my vagina hugged you never have you experienced this kinda warmth. Member how you cradled my hips as I rode  The look in you eyes as you slip in and out... of consciousness.  The music we made a lovely melody of "ohh baby you taste so sweet" as your tongue glide across my clit while you use it to write the alphabets my toes curled, my fingers grab your back, the sheets, your firm little ass cheeks the feeling of your love drippin on my skin  I take u in and devour so many positions our bodies intertwine on the couch, on the floor, on the kitchen counter, against the front door… "Baby, don't stop… more, more… deeper I wanna feel u in my lungs… faster" You go harder your stroke I'm speakin in tongues… "Whose is it?" "Baby it's yours...

Keep your head up! Live and let GOD! My past is just that and my future is whatever I make it. Nobody knows what I can accomplish so I won't let them tell me what I am destined to be. Negativity will not surround me, will not harm me, will not be me nor control me. Please take this how you want to but you if you on that BULLSHIT then you must get to walking. I'm cleaning up my life so to all that strife I now say "Goodbye!""Deuces!" Can some1 please tell me what have I done to cause all this negativity to be in my life. I did not ask 2 b born that was God's choice. I did nothing to no1 but as a child I was picked on whether it was @ home or @ school I was miserable. As I got older the situations got worse. I lost my baby brother when he was 18 months old. He was born w/ half his brain. I was 7 and my mom didn't rock me that night. I loved reading books and I still do so. I love music all kinds and still do. So I would put my music on and curl up in a...

( self haircut having a me,myself,and I moment) November 22,2009 I think... My life was almost over. Literally everything spun out of control. I crashed,I was broken,and my pieces never were put back together. Lies,decit,secrets,mysteries,friends,lovers,court,jail,probation,eviction,unemployment,moving,prostitution,trusting,non-believing,praying,crying,fighting,drinking,fucking,pregnancy,births,weddings,illnesses,surgeries,flat tires,broken windows,starving,stealing,begging,avoiding... This has been my life for almost a year. I want to change everything about me. I want a new beginning. & This isn't even a step in tht direction...

People often say they do not want to live with a person they are intimate with prior to marriage. They say that shacking up is taking advantage of the purpose of marriage. Me, I just changed my mind about it. In order to say you are waiting for marriage,you must first know what marriage is. According to the B I B L E, marriage is God’s “fix” for the fact that “it is not good for the man to be alone” ( Genesis 2:18). Thus when man finds the right woman he will become "one flesh" with her. He will leave his father and mother and be united to his wife, and they will become one flesh. Becoming one is the physical union of sexual intimacy. If I understand correctly, boy meets girl, boy and girl build a house together, boy and girl make house a home. Well in the biblical sense. In society's state of mind, it is totally different. There has to be a ring,a church,a dress,food,& witnesses. All that equals marriage & oneness. The pastor/priest/whomever has the "powe...